I am having the biggest fat day ever today, it SUCKS. I had a different shot planned, but I got home and felt so huge I couldn’t bring myself to go out.
Today also sucked because:
I have another 6 essays to do tonight, which are all due in for tomorrow, and are all psychology essays
I worked really hard on a philosophy essay on freaking substance dualism and all I got was load of red scribble on how I got stuff wrong
Thats one thing I hate about my school. All you get is criticism. I’m not saying crit is bad, but when its hammered into you day after day after day it starts to make you lose will. Its parents evening soon and I’m going to be getting bad reviews from my teachers because I’ve been getting so weighed under with work from all the subjects. I can’t stand school right now. I can’t stand the whole idea of being forced into a square when I feel like a circle. Its draining me and its making me into a miserable, horrible person and thats not who I want to be.
So I’m afraid you all get a crap 365 today because I am in a crap mood after a crap day and I really want to go to bed but instead I have to go out and write essays so I can be told how I’m going to fail at life some more.
you guys are so lovely! i thought it would be damn near impossible to put a smile on my face after today but hey presto, flickry people all seem to have that quality of being able to do it. I finished my 6 essays, and I can’t bend my little finger any more. I feel better to have done them now.
I am posting a before/during/after of yesterday’s shot on mine and Aaron’s blog as I type! I’ve formulated some sort of idea for tomorrow’s photo, so there’s some pressure off too. All that is left is a big long nap before Aaron calls, hopefully he won’t have to deal with me in crazy psycho bitch mode, I feel sorry for him sometimes I do.
9 days until I go fly to see him! On the bus home I fell asleep daydreaming about it and the bus driver had to wake me up at the final stop. oops!
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