This photo was taken by a friend of mine. It was totally candid, and maybe that’s why it had the chance to turn out ok. It was taken only a few weeks ago. That’s hard to imagine, since we’ve had terrible weather ever since. This is the only proof I have that we actually have summer one or two days here in Sweden 🙂
I find it’s time to get a hold of my life. I need to build up routines for my everyday life again. Routines that work and that are productive. I’m a student, studying "at a distance" (via the internet) and choosing my own pace. But it’s too slow. It’s so slow I’m afraid they might stop my student grants.
But I haven’t felt well lately. The hardest part is being so tired. Ever since I got home from our vacation I’ve been dead tired every single second of the day. I can’t get myself to do something because everything sucks energy out of me. And when it feels like you already have 0 in energy, you’re not likely to wanna do it. I wish I would let a doctor have a look at me, but unfortunately all of my previous doctors visits (for other things) have proven not to be very helpful. I’ve ended up paying to go to the doctor only to hear that they don’t know what food I’m allergic to, they don’t know why I can’t properly use my left wrist, they don’t know what causes my allergies, and so on… The Swedish health system is a disgrace.
I sound like I’m having a really really bad day, but that’s not the case. I’m just a little disappointed, mostly with just myself. I’m gonna try and turn this whole thing around now by actually doing something.
To everybody reading this: have a wonderful Tuesday!
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